today

I went to school & Makassar really having a big storm & a pouring rain for a few days including today.

After I finished my stuff on school, I went home with taxi.

But before I searching taxi, I talked a few with him, about this worse morning.

Well, you can say that we make up, I don't know exactly are we still or not.

When I'm on taxi, the rain slows down. But the taxi didn't know where I gonna go & I late to realize that I almost missed my aunt's resident.

My taxi stops, but he didn't enter the resident. So I have to walk from the gate to my aunt's home.

But suddenly it was a pouring rain. Harder & harder for each step I made.

In a middle of my walk, I was crying.

I'm all wet, my hair really bad, my glasses doesn't clear anymore.

It was a luck actually, so my aunt didn't know that I was cry.

Here I am. Lying on the floor alone in a room after crying so hard. I supposed to change my clothes or take a bath, but I just want to cry.

I cry about all my problems, my negative thinkings, about everything.

Really. No one in here.