Minggu, 20 Februari 2011

REBORN

NO MORE CRY.
NO MORE DESPERATE.
NO MORE SADNESS.
NO MORE DISAPPOINTMENT.
NO MORE ANGER.
NO MORE LABILNESS.

It's time to live my life again.

Full my days with laughs, happiness, & some busy activities.

Cheer up, Sha!
There's a lotta days have to be a blast !!

You are NOT that desperate :)
You can fix it all, but don't forget it :D
Everything is ok in the end ;)


Bismillah!
Build the strongness again !

Minggu, 13 Februari 2011

another surprise !

THANKIESSSSSS WITH LOTS LOTS LOTS OF LOVE MY MOMMY & MY FAMSSS !!!

I DO LOVE YOU ALL!!! :* :*

Alhamdulillah,
setelah 1 tahun berlalu,
setelah yg dulu dicuri oleh orang ngga ditahu yg ngga tahu malu ...

akhirnya aku punya laptop sendiri ! \(^0^)/

Rabu, 09 Februari 2011

it's me. who stuck in the labilness

I'm in the middle of Dark Moment.

Just info, now I'm 16 ;;)

But well, I know something changed.
Everything changed.
I can't control everything.

I can't control my emotions.
I can't control my tears.
in this hour I'm happy, the next hour I'm cry, the next hour I'm mad.
I think I'm alone. I face my problems alone.
I think I have no friend.

But I realized, I blinded myself.

Is it one of "mature-process" ?

Is being a teenager always being labil?




NO!!!!!
WAKE UP, SHASA SOZEN!!!!!

Don't be so weak!!!
Stop crying!
Build up your cage of strongness again!

Be strong :)
Bismillah ...

Selasa, 07 Desember 2010

semester

The semester is comiiiiin' up !

Hope it won't be a hell week.


Wish us luck :)

Selasa, 30 November 2010

Set the fire to the third bar - Snow Patrol

I find a map & draw a straight line.
Over rivers, farms, & state lines.
The distance from here to where you'd be,
It's only finger-lengths that I see.

I touch the place.
Where I'd find your face.
My fingers in creases.
Of distant dark places.

I hang my coat up in the first bar.
There is no peace that I've found so far.
The laughter penetrates my silence.
As drunken men find flaws in science.

Their words, mostly noises.
Ghosts with just voices.
Your words in my memory, are like music to me.

I'm miles from where you are.
I lay down on the cold ground.
& I, I pray that something picks me up.
& sets me down in your warm arms.

After I have traveled so far,
We'd set the fire to the third bar.
We'd share each other luke an island.
Until exhausted, close our eyelids.

& dreaming, pick up from.
The last olace we left off.
Your soft skin is weeping.
A joy you can't keep it.

I'm miles from where you are.
I lay down on the cold ground.
& I, I pray that something picks me up.
& sets me down in your warm arms.




The best mellow song that express my condition for these moments.

Jumat, 26 November 2010

Quotes

Untuk apa pintar, kalau tidak punya PENGALAMAN!!

Yang namanya keberuntungan itu ada, tapi yang namanya kebetulan itu TIDAK ADA!

Sekali", kau harus di bawah untuk merasakan hidup.

Orang yg kuat bukanlah orang yg berkata "Aku Tak Takut Mati!", tetapi orang yg "Aku Masih Ingin Hidup, Melihat & Melindungi Orang yang Saya Sayangi & Merasakan Hidup!"

Hal yg dipikirkan nanti, dipikirkan nanti saja!

Untuk apa mendengar pendapat orang lain, kalau pada dasarnya diri kita tidaklah cukup kuat & percaya diri dengan diri kita sendiri?

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

The Script - How Can I Move On When I'm Still in Love With You.

It's not my favorite song, but i just love its quote.

Karena saya mengalami nya sekarang.

Freakin' dilemma -,-