Pertanyaan

Sekali lagi, post ini khusus buat MZA. Tolong mi nah, jawab semua pertanyaanku. entah lewat komen atau sms terserah. Hari ini saat saya ketik ini blog, sudah seminggu putus. Selama satu minggu ini, pernah tidak saya masuk di pikiranta'? biar semenit? (kecuali saat saya mention ki) Waktu kita' balas mentionku pertama kali, kemarin, nda ada sekali pikiran ta' kalau bisa" saya galau mendadak? atau memang yg di situ tidak ingat sama skali mi iyya? ah. kadang di sana bisa jahat sekali. entah buntu atau tumpul, atau memang tidak peduli perasaannya yg di sini. Tolong dijawab nah.

I Lost the Best

This is... kinda sad post, again. but I'll try to not to. On Friday 21st January 2011, we were starting to dating. On Friday 15th June 2012, we ended it. What started on Friday, ended on Friday. Well, it kinda sad hahaha. emm. this post is for you. i just wanna say Thank You, very much. & Sorry, too. You're the best on my life, for my teenage years & for my high school memories. May be we were just having high school love. Teenage love. I don't know. Thank you, for all the attention, careness, advice, and everything that you've given to me. That's too much to count. I hope you're doing great in there, being happy, just be who you are, and finally get a better girl :p You're the one who always support me, giving me advice to live my life, who always hear my story--any kind of story. I don't know what you were thinking when I talk, but still, it means so much to me. Thank you. Thousands of Thank You doesn't enough to explain your kindness to me. Sorry, I'm being jerk all the time, I don't appreciate your kindness, I angry a lot, too much asking you to do what I want. Sorry, I'm not being a good girlfriend for you. makes you angry all the time, makes you sick to face me. I'm sorry. You... are kind enough, and may be your careness are enough. but I always want more, I never thankful for what I had until it's gone. I just want to feel loved. I know you're trying your best. I'm the one who messed up all this things. Until today, I still sort of regret what I've done. If I don't mad, would you still with me? if I don't asking for more attention, would you still be mine? If I don't stubborn myself, would you still loving me? But I know it's too late, and it's useless. so I'm trying to live, breath normally like you do. Be happy. But is it normal to be sad? Please, take care. Eat well, sleep well. I hope you success in there. even you're not with me anymore, I still support you. but please, don't be a bad boy. don't be a jerk, a playboy. People easily loves you because you're the kindest man. You have it. Be a good son, a good brother, a good friend. Believe yourself, you can lead people. But don't forget to think about yourself, you're always being kind to other but not thinking about yourself. For the last time, Thank You, MZA. you're the best :)