semester

The semester is comiiiiin' up !

Hope it won't be a hell week.


Wish us luck :)

Set the fire to the third bar - Snow Patrol

I find a map & draw a straight line.
Over rivers, farms, & state lines.
The distance from here to where you'd be,
It's only finger-lengths that I see.

I touch the place.
Where I'd find your face.
My fingers in creases.
Of distant dark places.

I hang my coat up in the first bar.
There is no peace that I've found so far.
The laughter penetrates my silence.
As drunken men find flaws in science.

Their words, mostly noises.
Ghosts with just voices.
Your words in my memory, are like music to me.

I'm miles from where you are.
I lay down on the cold ground.
& I, I pray that something picks me up.
& sets me down in your warm arms.

After I have traveled so far,
We'd set the fire to the third bar.
We'd share each other luke an island.
Until exhausted, close our eyelids.

& dreaming, pick up from.
The last olace we left off.
Your soft skin is weeping.
A joy you can't keep it.

I'm miles from where you are.
I lay down on the cold ground.
& I, I pray that something picks me up.
& sets me down in your warm arms.




The best mellow song that express my condition for these moments.

Quotes

Untuk apa pintar, kalau tidak punya PENGALAMAN!!

Yang namanya keberuntungan itu ada, tapi yang namanya kebetulan itu TIDAK ADA!

Sekali", kau harus di bawah untuk merasakan hidup.

Orang yg kuat bukanlah orang yg berkata "Aku Tak Takut Mati!", tetapi orang yg "Aku Masih Ingin Hidup, Melihat & Melindungi Orang yang Saya Sayangi & Merasakan Hidup!"

Hal yg dipikirkan nanti, dipikirkan nanti saja!

Untuk apa mendengar pendapat orang lain, kalau pada dasarnya diri kita tidaklah cukup kuat & percaya diri dengan diri kita sendiri?

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

The Script - How Can I Move On When I'm Still in Love With You.

It's not my favorite song, but i just love its quote.

Karena saya mengalami nya sekarang.

Freakin' dilemma -,-

Dilemma

Hello all.

Well, looks like I'm gonna "curhat" again :p


Hmmm .. Okay I was stuck on dilemma.
My heart already chosen, but my mind & heart still hoping of something that doesn't clear.

For once a time,
I successfully get rid of this dilemma.
But then ..
I can't.



Oh, God ..
Please, I hope you make me choose the best for my life.
Amin.

Broke up, find another love :p

Haloo.

Maaf yaaa kalo ada blog yg sangat "labil" tentang cinta"an & blah blah.
Jujur sbenarnya saya paling malas soal drama love, tapi yaaaah mau diapa dulu dapatnya yg bikin penuh drama saja!

Oke, dari blog tentang drama love, sudah jelas saya tidak bahagia.
Kata ibuku : "Kalau mau pacaran, cari yg bikin bahagia. Tidak marah atau menangis saja kerjanya. Kalau pacaran tapi drama terus, mending putus saja! Not worthed."

Yaaa ..
Jadi putuslah!
Sudah lama banget sebenarnya.
Sekitar September.

I'm successfully move on :)
Tanpanya aku bahagia, tanpanya aku lebih bebas.
Tapi sebenarnya saya mau tetap jalin silahturahmi, tapi sepertinya dia tak mau -,-
Yasudahlah!

Sekarang, I found another one :D
Mulai dari pertama saya kenal dia saya tidak pernah marah" atau menangis akibat sikapnya :D
Saya bahagia bersamanya :)
Walau sepertinya untuk bersamanya harus melewati jalan yg panjang & susah -,-


Yaaah semoga saja kami terus berbahagia :)

So sorry

Assalamu alaikum & good day for you all :)

Hmm cuma mau minta maaf kalo blog ini lamaaaa banget tidak terbuka .. Jarang online sih :p

Have a good day you all :)

I'm a Gleek ;)

Hello all ! :D

know about Glee?
Well, you have to know about Glee! It's one of the best TV show ever. It's umm.. Well, a musical TV show.
Glee's fans called Gleek.
So I'm a Gleek ;)

you really should watch this.
But, it's up to you, you'll like it or not.

Well, Glee is a club at one school -- I forgot what the name-- weell, everybody said it's a freak club.
There's Rachel Berry who wants to be a Star, a Diva.
There's Mercedes who has a beautiful voice & wants to be the next Beyoncé.
There's Artie who can't walk & using chairwheels.
There's Kurt who umm .. Well, gay.
There's Tina who stuttering.

They saved by Mr. William Schuester, one of Glee's member of the past.
Later, Mr. Schuester brings a lot of famous kids on school to enter Glee Club.

Such a cool story.
Highly Recommended :)

Saya tidak ingin DIPAKSA!!

Okay enough is enough!!
I'm sick of you, boy!!
Tolong, saya sudah tersiksa, jangan paksa saya untuk kembali, please !!
You know that i cried?!
You know that i disappointed ?!

Ah kau tau apaa ..
Yang kau mau tau cuma semua kemauanmu dipenuhi ..
Capek hei saya capek diginiin!!

Rese' !!

Eh Chiko is return!!

Halo :D

remember that i ever mention Chiko, my friend that wants to moving school?
Well, God hear my pray!!
He's staying at Baruga :D

but .. Emm .. One of my friend, Irham, is the one who moved.
The worst thing is he didn't tell us that he moved out :( so it's a shock moment !

I miss you Irham :(

Happy Ramadhan semua :)

Assalamu alaikum, halo semua :)
semoga semuanya dalam keadaan baik baik saja.

Hmm sebenarnya Ramadhan sudah hampir berakhir, tapi aku baru bisa ucapin Selamat Berpuasa semuanya :D semoga bulan ini adalah bulan penuh berkah untuk kita semua. Amin..

Yang kuat ya puasanya! :D

I wanna say GOODBYE

Hello boy.
Can I say "Goodbye" to you?
Well, I really want to say directly.
But I can't. I don't have a courage.
I don't want to hurt your feelings.
But if I stay with you, I'll just keep eat my heart.
& I'm tired. I'm sick of it.
Sick of your attitude to me.
Sick of your egoistic.
Sick of your bossy-act.
Sick of your mock.
Sick of your coward attitude.
Sick of your 'always-right'.
Sick of your attitude that won't listen what I wish for.
Really sick with all of it.
I'm so sorry.
I can't take it anymore.
I can't keep lying to myself.
I want a boy, who accept me for who I'm. Not a boy who want to change me.
I want a boy, who makes me smile when I have a trouble or sick. Not a boy who makes me cry when I'm busy.
I want a boy, who listen me so well. Not a boy who uses a thousand reasons for ignoring what I said.
I want a boy, who can understand my condition. Not a boy who always angry when I can't with him.

Please read this.
Translate this blog by yourself.

I'm so sorry.
I loved you. But you broke it.
I trusted you. But you makes me sad.
Oh my gosh ...
You make me so disappointed you know :'(

Goodbye.

17 Agustus 2010

well, it's the day.
it's comin'!

oke sebelum 17 agustus, tanggal 15 agustus kami dikarantina.
tidak pegang hape, tidak keluar, mengasingkan diri dari dunia luar T___T
tapi di sinilah kebersamaan kami bertambah. semakin kompak, semakin menyukai 1 sama lain, semakin sedih karena hampir berpisah.




15 agustus 2010 --- welcome to the dorm.
dari pagi jam 6 - 7 kami sudah harus ada di amkop, tempat asrama kami. apel pagi & pembagian kamar, langsung materi. malamnya ada gladi untuk pengukuhan menjadi paskibraka di keesokan harinya. malamnya sekitar jam 2 dibangunkan untuk renungan & sahur.


16 agustus 2010 --- gladi bersih.
latihan terakhir. gladi bersih yg dihadiri beberapa pegawai negeri & tentara.
saat gladi kotor, well, cukup kacau. setelah itu kami menunggu sangaaaaat lama karena undangan belum lengkap (oh geez never just in time). akhirnya hampir lengkap, kami pun gladi bersih & it's pretty good yeah! jam 10 (seharusnya jam stengah 9) kami dikukuhkan menjadi paskibraka. my mom is here ;D but, there's some of my friends's crying because their parents doesn't come. oh dear :'(


17 agustus --- THE DAY
oh my gosh oh my gosh, we ARE nervous. really really nervous!!
bahkan ada teman kami yg langsung sangaaaaaat pucat.
TAPI ALHAMDULILLAH, KAMI MELAKUKANNYA DENGAN SANGAT BAIK :'D *TERHARU*
bahkan ada yg bilang lebih baik dari tahun 2009, padahal 2009 sempurna!
barisan kami sangat lurus, kami mengangkat kaki, suara langkahnya begitu keras, subhanallah, padahal kalau latihan jaraaaang sekali sebagus itu. terima kasih ya Allah :)
setelah itu kami ke asrama & menonton provinsi & nasional.
di provinsi, teman kami juga menjadi pembawa baki & penggerek, how good is that?
di nasional, ada juga teman kami di pasukan 8 walaupun penurunan bendera, tetapi dia menjadi pelipat bendera. alhamdulillah :')

2010 IS OUR GOLDEN YEAR :)

sorenya, kami dikukuhkan menjadi purna paskibraka indonesia tahun 2010.

& hari ini juga kami menangis menangis.
menangis karena berpisah.
menangis karena tidak tahu kapan bisa bertemu.
menangis karena tidak latihan bersama lagi.
menangis karena tidak tahu kapan bisa bercanda kembali.
menangis karena tidak dilatih oleh purna 2009 ke atas.
sedih.

lalu kita buka puasa bareng, di ratu muda, ditraktir sama orang dispora haha sekalian nonton penurunan bendera nasional.
di sini juga kami foto foto, untuk terakhir kalinya sebagai paskibraka 2010 :'(

really i miss you all guys & girls.
never regret that i ever knew you.
hope we'll meet again, complete.
& then we'll laugh together again.

thanks to Kak Awi, koordinator kami, kakak kami yang mengurus kami semua, di tingkat kota, provinsi, & nasional.
you're the best! you have to be proud!
we are nothing without you.
thank you very much.

capas 2010 :)

halo dunia :)

hmm salah 1 kesibukanku --sehingga jarang ngeblog-- karena aku adalah capas (calon paskibraka) tingkat kota makassar tahun 2010. alhamdulillah :)

tahun ini punya keunikan tersendiri, karena 17 agustus bertepatan dengan bulan ramadhan. jadiiiii, aku mengibar sambil puasa hehe.

well, i love my capas! i've got many many friends from the other school, & i've got new bestfriend :')

oh, lalu rupanya kami semua rada - rada berisik & hampir ditingkat tidak waras haha karena kami selalu menciptakan yel yel & kata kata baru.

2010, ora opo opo all is well wokee ya'eh !!

hello :D

halo hello hola aloha :D

maaf ya lama tidak ngeblog haha ;D

sibuk sibuk.

well, keep reading my blog y'all

belum genap 1 minggu -.-a

grr...

ya allah!

belum genap 1 minggu, ini semua guru - guru dengan enteng & tanpa merasa bersalah telah memberikan setumpuk tugas!
COME ON!!
baru semuanya rata - rata sejenis, semuanya dikirim lewat internet! ish ish ish mahal tau!

it really is a pathetic ways to get some compliment from the others, you never think about your students. HOW DISAPPOINTING

whatever !

oh gosh !!
whatever !!

would you get off your annoying attitude ?!
i'm sick.off.it.!!

you're such a .... aaa! you're undescribable!
you're unbelievable!

please, whatever you want it, don't bother me!

MOS, one day only

MOS.
Masa Orientasi Siswa.

Aku panitianya ;)
well, SMAI Athirah cuma mengadakan 1 hari MOS.

Woooow, pengalaman pertama!
Panitia harus ada di skolah jam 5 AM, paling lambat 5:30 AM -____- saya mengalahkan ayam!
It's my oh-my-gosh-oh-so-tiring day huhuuu.
Gila aja, dari shubuh skitar jam 5 pagi sampai jam 8 malam saya tak makan apapun! Cuma minum susu & teh kotak ehehe :p

walau MOS cuma 1 hari, tapi besoknya ada bintasi selama 3 hari huhuu sama ajaaaaaa TT_____TT

well, but it's fun! :D
the freshmen are ... Nice enough.
Panitianya .... HEBAT! i love you all laaah panitia :* but i love *tiiit* more hahaa.

Well, keep spirit up!
Cheers all :D

For the first time :3

Yeah, for the first time, he saw me! :D
for the first time, he nodded to me! :D
even there's no single word come out from his mouth, but I'm soooo happy, finally he saw me when I come to his school! :D
I wish he gets some courage to say hi to me, or stop walking & talk to me hehe :)

What the.....

Oh. My. Gosh.

I. Can't. Believe. It.

Chiko mau pindaaaaah ???? Aaaaaaaa :'( :'(
no no no please tell me it just a dream, when I come to Baruga, I'll see him, please !!

Oke, Chiko adalah teman sekolah saya. Yang sangaaaaaatt baik, selalu temanin saya kalo tidak ada yg temanin saya. Dia juga teman saya untuk bicara soal 30 Seconds To Mars & band rock lainnya. He's my good friend, really good!

Now, he's gonna moving?! Leave us?! Aaaaa :'(
I can't believe that! I can't accept that!
But what can I do?
It's his parents' wish.




So...
Goodbye Irvandi 'Chiko' ..
Athirah High School Bukit Baruga will miss you so freakin' much :'(
Take care ya my friend ...
Don't forget us :')

Missed my truly best friends so damn much

Hello :)

Hmmm, saya punya 3 sahabat dari SMP --sekarang saya SMA, menulis post ini saat naik kelas 2 SMA--, my favorite girls Mardian & Gisda, my favorite boy *but absolutely not my boyfriend, he's just my boy friend, get it?* Randy

Kita berempat berada di sekolah berbeda beda :(
Terutama Gisda & Randy, mereka sudah bukan di Makassar.

So SAD :'O

I missed them. Saya rindu mereka.
Saya punya banyak cerita, saya punya banyak masalah, saya ingin bertemu & memeluk mereka.

I love you all, forever ever.

finally lovelife

aaaa I'm so confused of these love things!

This is the first time for me, I mean it's not like a hate it, I enjoy it. Really!
But, okay I admit it, I had a trauma. Not me, but from my friends. I saw my friends crying just for a boy when they broke up.

I'm afraid that I'll be like that ...


Okey, I AM like that.
I EVER cry for a boy.

But I'm not breaking up. I hope it's never happen.

Second Blog, just for my thoughts.

Second blog.

Oke, di sini saya bercampur bahasa saja. Di sini saya cuma mau menyalurkan pikiran.
But keep read my blog, worldofmybook.blogspot.com oke ? :)

But anyway,
Just for reminding,
My name is Shasa :)
hello :D